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Today, I said goodbye to my sisters and my pamangkins (niece and nephew). It just really saddens me that they had to leave. I really hate goodbyes. I wish things were different, I wish being together again was easier. This fucking sucks! I hate it! This is driving me nuts!
I’m gonna miss Miyuki chan and Keishin kun. They’re coming back next year, Christmas 2010.
Jeez!! I have not written a thing here for almost 2 months.. I think that sucks.. LOL
What’s up with me?! Well.. First of all, I’m not a bum anymore.. hehe! Around mid-March, I received a call Stream Global, and they were extending a job offer which I accepted for a Quality Representative post (A.KA. QA in call center industry). I like the job so much because it’s a “day-fucking-job”the one I have been looking for a long ass time.. LOL it does pay more than I used to earn with Dell, no work on Philippine Holidays, it’s a non-agent position and most importantly, our office “WILL BE” located in SM North EDSA which is 15 minutes away from home. 
Right now we’re still in this old building… ALLIED BUILDING Ayala Ave., Makati.
Right about the same time I started working again, Merwin my bestest friend left for Abu Dhabi, UAE 
I have to say, it’s one of the saddest moments of my life.. sighs. Anyway, glad to know he’s doing alright.
When Merwin left, I got the chance to spend more time with Rochel. During my training, we would always go to work together and we go home together as well. We miss Merwin so much. One might say we’re over reacting about this but no one else would understand how it feels like to be thousand miles away from a friend like Mer. Good thing my sisters and my pamangkins (niece and nephew) came home for my brother’s wedding. Another sibling of mine tied the fucking knot.
I will be posting pictures of the wedding and my family soon.
I think I have lost my talent in writing (if I had any.. hehe) because I don’t know what to say.. Haha!
It’s summertime!
Bow!
I’ve been jobless for a week now and so far I am enjoying it.. hehe! I’ve been sleeping good and day passes by without me worrying about not getting a complete 8 hours of sleep. 
The best part is, I get to eat, hang out and sleep then eat, hang out and sleep again. LOL and sometimes drink..
I just love the thought of not worrying about work. I mean, I love to work but not the night shift for one straight year or more. Damn! I’m just thinking.. We have 365 days in a year and if I’m to count, I have spent about a little over 300 days working at night.. 
that gives me goosebumps.
I will be working again in a few weeks time, that’s for sure and I will try my best to find a company that only operates during business hours (MANILA TIME.. LOL) or at least 24/7 so schedule can be on rotation basis not “forever night shift.”
I never really understood what Kaiz meant when he said that it was such a heavy feeling during your last few hours in the office until I was the one emptying my workstation. Yes, I have resigned from Dell and although I’ve been wanting this for the longest time, it has been one of the most difficult decisions I had to make. I mean Dell is a good company but job is really tiring.
When I came to the office to get my personal stuff, I couldn’t explain how I was feeling.. I was happy that I will finally be free but sad that I’m gonna leave good people.
My boss (Lori) asked me up to the final minute if this is really my decision. She didn’t want me to go. Boss, I thank you for everything you have done for me. Thanks for checking out other options for me, I really appreciate it. I will never forget each moment we shared stories about our lives and for the lessons you taught me. I will always treasure EVERYTHING..
To my friends and to some people I learned to love thank you for being a part of my whole Dell experience, I wish you continued success and I’m really proud that I was once part of the whole Dell team.
After the Bohol-Cebu trip a lot of things happened. As in A LOT. Family issues, personal issues, Kaiz left Dell, had a fight with Mer, my computer is dead and this job bores me like it has never done before.. sighs…
Everything is vague. I have no direction.
I want to make things right but I just can’t seem to do it, no matter how I try. I’ve been thinking a lot about leaving Dell. I know it’s hard to be without a job nowadays but it seems like it’s one of the many things I should start with to make things right.
On the brighter side, whatever issue we had in the family is now fixed. Although my brother had to move out, it’s all good. I wish him luck and happiness. We are not that close but for some reason, I kinda felt sad about him moving out. I mean, we’ve been going to the same home everyday but now… it’s gonna be different. It’s just me and Rodelyn (my lil sis). Good thing we have Chelsea, she makes every day special.